The call came today...

The job we have been secretly hoping for called today. The answer was NO.

In my heart I have been hinging the amount of fight I have inside me to save this house on this particular job.
If he gets it... we fight like hell.
If he doesn't we may walk away.

I thought I had resolve!
LOL
And now I just want to curl up with a cup of hot cocoa and have a good long cry. *sigh*

And I think that is ok for today.
I will have my resolve tomorrow.